Saturday morning without the kids around is a time for relaxing and often cuddles. I had woken up early like I usually do, or at least lately. I had gone out to get on the computer to kill time until my girl woke up for the day and she had woken up shortly after I. She was not ready to get up for the day and was going back to bed. I went with her to choose and get her back to sleep.
We had been laying there got a few minutes and she was headed back to sleep. She sat up suddenly and got out of bed, surprising me. I was unsure what was going on as she usually heads to sleep and there was nothing urgent. Shortly after I heard the coffee pot getting filled. She hadn't gotten my coffee ready the night before because we were planning on sleeping in. Coffee is her service that she always does for me regardless of if we are in an active power exchange. She gets actively upset if I make the coffee unless she is ill or incapacitated in some way. I have even noticed she gets a little upset if I have prepared my coffee pot for the next morning and she arrives unexpectedly to stay over.
Thinking of this and being so concerned about making sure I had this little comfort waiting for me is one of the things that makes this girl so special. And so loved. And one of the reasons I am striving to restore a dynamic for us so she can feel comfortable in service, or more appropriately, so I am more comfortable in receiving it.
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